Loving...

My life. Right now things are great, let's keep them this way shall we?

Views from the top

Of life are perhaps the best. But when are you at the top? How do you know... is it when you are in college? Getting married? Having children? All of the above. For most of us there is not just one single moment that is superior over all others. Life is great when you have everything you have ever wanted plus some. It's hard to explain how changing one thing about your life can suddenly give you everything. Closer family, challenges, new experiences, love... This is a view from one of my tops. I am in love with my life. Hopefully things will stay like this for quite some time, I am thoroughly enjoying it.

Food for...

Thought. Let's roll with that, let's see where it takes us. What do you think about? How your hair looks when you first get up in the morning? Do you ever wonder why certain things appeal to certain people? Why do some people favor CNN over MSNBC? All due to an acquired taste I suppose, but how does one acquire a taste for such things? Part of personality, experiences, upbringing-sure. But delve deeper, maybe you like things because they are cheaper during a recession but do you truly like them? Or are you just allowing yourself to think that the Wal-Mart brand of green beans does taste a lot better than beans that are eighty cents more. You don't remember the cheaper beans tasting this great before you got that $200 a week pay cut. Perhaps Wal-Mart started making better green bean? Nope, same beans, funny how you were too good for those very same greens and now it's you who are barely good enough for them. Acquired tastes? No such thing, they constantly change due to situation. Thought processes, however, do change mostly due to changes in age and amount of knowledge. Food for thought, keep thinking.

My Fifteen Minutes

Of fame will be due to what exactly? Writing? Inventing something? Who really knows how their life is going to play out? Not a single person knows how their fifteen minutes of fame may come about. You could be walking down the street one day and think "Oh, I really hate to fold laundry. I think I'll make something to do it for me." So take every opportunity presented. Who knows what's going to come of it.

If it were true

Then I wouldn't be here again. Then. Now. Later. Forever and ever. Me and you. For real this time. I love you.

This one's for you

Do I miss you? No. Do I even bat an eye when someone says something about you? No. You wanted it to be like this, or you wouldn't have let it be EXACTLY like last time. Know what? It doesn't matter. I was all about you all the time. I would have done anything for you. Not anymore. I meant and mean nothing to you. And that's just great. When you want to say you're sorry for the way you have treated me. Maybe I'll listen. But it is not going to be a cakewalk, nor should it be. So for now? Enjoy being alone in the world, because kiddo at the rate you're moving? It's going to happen. Stop taking your anger out on the one person who actually has always cared about you. Ironic how you search for someone to care and when you find them, you treat them the way others have treated you. You think about that and get back to me.

Kylie,

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I just love coloring on the sidewalk!

Oh! Almost forgot, It's official.

On occasion

I consider what I'm doing here. Why do I even bother?

Oh I almost forgot...

That means I'm back. Writer's block is officially over. haha Couldn't keep me down!

Kylie says relax

For everything that is going on right now I can't help but feel ok. Who decided being alone was a negative thing? I have absolutely nothing to worry about. I don't have to care what people think about me, I don't have to fawn all over someone just to have their praise or affection. Who needs people? When you have control of your life, just simply knowing that no matter what happens during the day you made your own decisions- you are the reason you succeeded or failed. You have no one to blame. You have no one to make you cry. You become stronger and are truly free to be that person you want to be. So here I am, don't expect candy-coated anymore. You lost that when you lost me. Now I'm not afraid of you, not that I ever was, I'm me. Take it or leave it... Oh wait you already did. Let's do this. Let's be who we really are, I'm enjoying it.